Found some things..

Ok so awhile back I mentioned I would find some more of the poetry, words, whatever you want to call it..  I found some.. I even found a couple songs that I wrote many years ago and recorded.. can't find the tapes tho.. LOL  Anyway.. Enjoy (Oh, FYI, they aren't all happy and roses and puppy dogs.. kind of morose, and sad, but hey.. it's just words)

I saw a sign on the 

road we call life

that read

Misery Lives Here

How unfortunate for the 

poor soul

who's entire

existence is based on 

Three words.

Her life wasn't easy

yet it wasn't hell 

The anger continued to rise

til she no longer knew

the day of the week

nor the time of the day

minutes evolved into years

and she wonders 

"Where the hell have I been?"

Wallowing in misery

day after day

bringing everyone around her down

into the self pity, morose

and unhappy abyss she created 

for herself.. 

I met her once.. 

I am her.  She is me. 

These don't have "titles".... sorry

Words elude your mouth

that crush my heart

your thoughts escape

your lips

and rub my nose

in the splendor of your 

life with the absence of me

Save your concern

and your pity too

your heart gave

walking orders

and now you try 

to give the 

infamous consolation

prize of 

Friendship. 

Save it for someone else.

Note:  I wonder why I have no inspiration to write anymore.. :(

Words damaged a heart

harsh fumes from tainted lips

destroyed any kind of wall

Hope has been lost

any kind of dream has disappeared

such an unfortunate ending

to a lovely relationship

I am consumed by smoke

from nicotine of stale lungs

gave up any kind of idea

any kind of fantasy 

that life is a dream

and the doormat out front 

states "Happiness" lives here.. 

Lies

a shame

what a delusion to the world

you don't need companionship to be 

"happy"

Still debating on posting the lyrics to my song... 

Anyway.. hope ya'll are doing well..